Congrats on your CBT! Don't worry about things it all takes time, get a few hours one to one to lick the geared bike and it's all good. I'm going through very similar, didn't do very well on CBT day one and two, my nerves got the better of me, kept screwing up the clutch and my left hand cramping up. So I got some one to one lessons at the school with a very understanding instructor and last lesson I did a bit of time on the road on a geared bike and other than needing to be a little bit quicker it was really good and rather exciting. Next time will be a proper road session and then signed off for CBT. I know how you feel about an automatic, it's not the end of the world, it's just a stepping stone.